♥ this has gotta end.

ok, thanks alot..i seriously think that life itself is a scary thing to even undergo..yea i know that is supposed to a pleasure something blissful to have(life ) be if you're gonna die unexpectedly then why go thru so much?why not just die before you even start?ok fine..

another person i know is missing or even dead..i wont try to act all cool and collected to tell the whole situation but..its just that the person was dean's boyfriend..seriously..i saw him alive and all set to go that day...i even went to the air port to send him off..now you tell me hes missing..in cambodia?(or how ever you spell it)..is god playing a practical joke hell..im not being disrespecful..its just..weird to noe that someone whom i was close to is dead or missing wadeva..does it even make a darn difference?ok its on headlines..the 5 ppl missing..

dean..if you ever ever stumble on this passage i hope you know that...the team will always be here for you..frm min(thai's daughter..)