♥ this has gotta end.

ok..i suddenly realize how retarded i am..seriously(: i talk to myself (how scary is that?)and after talking to myself,i answer myself..then i laugh..imagine how retarded that looks?next time you sit beside someone like that on the bus..careful,coz that may be me..lol

hmm..wonder waht shud i buy for belle,she has everything i thought of le..hiaz..i hate shopping for others(belle,if you're reading this,close yr eyes take in a deep breath,then exhale..imagine i nvr say anything..lol)

everyone is so low recently.i mean i miss having her really laughing and smiling all the time.sometimes ppl can be soo weird.we can always be so exasperated at we what we dun even exist.meaningless squabble of our parents..recent disagreement among friends,wahtever the problem is look on the bright side of it..there's always a bright to everything.a wise guy once told me "why are you trying so hard to change the world?change it by existing in it.thats enough."that really got me thinking.when ppl quarrel it might not be something bad ,that enhance the understanding between the both of them.

i wonder am i going to nag at my child(if i ever have one) the same way my mum nags atme sometimes..really sometimes are just that unreasonable..well whatever just gotta live with it and be immune..i'll need some anastheatic for that...(:

yay!!gonna see joceline today..dunno why i just really look forward to it today..soemhow her 'mothering' have just gotten into me..its amazing how caring she is...(=

thanks for being there when i need you,i'll be there when you need me thats,our agreement for eternity. dun be so troubled,and theres no reasons to feel empty because a person as full of life as you should be jumping..i love you girl..dun ever forget that(err..im not a lesbian..i just love her as my sis(: )

happy birthday belle!!!!girl yr 14..so 14 slaps on the butt shud do you good,my dear pigu twin..haha..lotsa love a gal?


thank you for reminding me to treasure what i have if not i would not have woken up..the common feel of nostalgia is just a pain that lingers ...