♥ this has gotta end.

shite man.ok fine.i dun care.i seriously dont.
not anymore.you wanna be like that?im totally fine about it.
then later dun you dare say in my face why am being like that and tell me that yr dissapointed in me.coz this time its freaking not gonna work.i dun give a god damned shite anymore.ok?
you blame your bloody misfortune on others and expect me to think that your benevolent and devoted?think again.really.
people have my respect coz they earn and deserve it,not because i like them.SHE doesnt have my respect.even though you can scold me bout her all day long im still gonna contact her..
you say words i've actually nvr expect to exist in your vocabulary..but if thats how you want it to be..fine so be it..bring it on.
im not scared.rant all you bloody want but you noe wad?its not gonna affect me anymore.you were part of me,now all i feel for you is revolt,distaste and wariness.
nothing else.
thank you for ranting at me all my life teaching me morals and values that you yourself dont even posses.
thank you for holding on tight to me when i had my first roller coaster ride that scared the hell outta me.
thank you for sharing your food with me when i am hungry.
thank you for asking me to be your bridesmaid.
thank you for being there for you when i need you
thank you for teaching me languages i'd never thought i'd know
thank you for being able to impart your skills of knowledge to me.
thank you for being such a bitch coz i love and hate you for that.



sorry for everything that i've done,am doing.but at the end of the day,i still hate all the 3 of you.