♥ this has gotta end.

im soo retarded(:
i went to jog 2times today..haha..so fun(:
man,i really miss you..i know you're upset but its fine..really.but i dont understand why must you be upsetted by the things she did..its no point.its other ppl that judge her,ppl dun judge you alrite?(: so i want you to just chill..ok?
well things are looking up for me..i guess its the way you think that really affect the situation..coz actually things havent changed one bit but i feel like i've won a million dollars.(pls dun come rob me coz i dun have a million dollars,i was joking!!)haha..
but really i feel so much better..maybe its coz i just really dun give a shite to anything anymore(:
maybe its coz i had my ben and jerry's strwberry cheesecake to nurse me back to health..haha..
but really it feels so good to able to laugh without something choking in your throat threatening to spill out from yr eyes anytime..(ok maybe im exaggerating but who cares..)
hahahahahahahahahahahaha..yadayadayadayadayayda..

ok i think im turning retarded(:

haha..thanks miche and cas for telling me the right thing to do and for being there for me even though you just called me to shud up,yr forgiven(: hahahha

yay!this is venusian signing off frm venus..see you next time,next week same channel,same station..haha
what am i yaddling about??haha..
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